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I'm sorry you couldn't come to the Burrow and meet with the others. (It was brilliant to see them all again.) And I'm so, so sorry that you're hurting over Mr Weasley. I didn't know him nearly as well as you, of course, but I do feel bad about it, too. I admired him. it's making me feel almost desperate in a different way. Like I don't have time to get a magical education at Moddey Doo and grow up. Because my chance to be a kid was lost long ago. I want to do something now to stop the Protectorate.
I want to fight.
There's another thing I've been turning over in my mind. Hermione...I don't think you really had the right to tell the others some of the stuff you did. And yeah, you're not under the Unbreakable Vow now (and thank Merlin for that). But the information that the Order's smuggling away Muggleborn babies...that's about their deepest secret. And we promised to keep that secret. I'm not saying that anyone in our group would betray us deliberately. But what if they make a slip, or what if someone gives them Veritaserum?
I know you felt bad for Ron, and that's why you copied down the obituary. But did you have to share it with everyone?
What is going on with the Headmistress, do you know? She sounded sick, or addled. Maybe even drunk.
Who do you think should lead the Order now? It doesn't sound like she can do it on her own.
I want to fight.
There's another thing I've been turning over in my mind. Hermione...I don't think you really had the right to tell the others some of the stuff you did. And yeah, you're not under the Unbreakable Vow now (and thank Merlin for that). But the information that the Order's smuggling away Muggleborn babies...that's about their deepest secret. And we promised to keep that secret. I'm not saying that anyone in our group would betray us deliberately. But what if they make a slip, or what if someone gives them Veritaserum?
I know you felt bad for Ron, and that's why you copied down the obituary. But did you have to share it with everyone?
What is going on with the Headmistress, do you know? She sounded sick, or addled. Maybe even drunk.
Who do you think should lead the Order now? It doesn't sound like she can do it on her own.
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Date: 2012-12-27 02:14 pm (UTC)Hermione...it's maybe not right to tell you this, but he drinks, too. Not nearly as much as the Headmistress, from the sounds of it, but every once in awhile. When he's upset about something, mostly, I think. He sneaks away and he'll be gone to another part of the island, because he doesn't want the kids to see him that way. Or Mrs Longbottom, I suppose. I talked to him about it, because I can smell it on him when he gets back if I'm the Professor, you know. And he saw I was scared of him, then, because of what it was like with the git--you know. And that just cut him to the heart. He was really ashamed. So he didn't do it for awhile.
But last time was just this week, right after he came back from Mr Weasley's funeral. And I tried to follow him as the Professor, but he just firmly told me that I mustn't come, but that this was something he had to do. And he left me there on the beach.
I think my thinking about our next leader is pretty close to yours. Mr Lupin, maybe. Or Mr Shacklebolt. Or I would have said Bill Weasley, if it were maybe two or three years from now.