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terry boot ([personal profile] alt_terry) wrote2014-01-11 11:24 am

Order Only: I want to volunteer

I stayed up all night thinking about this.

I'd like to volunteer to come to Hogwarts. If I pose in my Animagus form as, say, a pet of a staff member, I could teach the transformation to anyone willing to learn it. Pansy, I understand you're hoping you won't get picked, and Draco and Hydra, you're depending on occlumency. But if Ron and Hermione want to learn, I could work with them personally. It really helped me, when I was learning, to speak to Sirius. I think I could help short-cut the time you'd have to spend figuring it out. Maybe even dramatically.

What's more, in my form, maybe I could serve as an additional set of eyes and ears looking out for the four of you, hearing what the other candidates say. Nobody cares in the least what they say in front of a dog.

If one of the staff would agree to pose as my 'master,' I promise I won't let anyone see me in human form except someone in the Order, and we're sure that we're private. There isn't any rule at Hogwarts that says a staff member can't have a friendly, very well-trained dog, is there? Maybe the caretaker's dog might be best; that way I'd have lots of chances to move around the school freely. I won't be any bother; all I need is a corner with a blanket, and I won't trouble your privacy. I know I was a dog at Hogwarts for close to a week five years ago. But if, say, after I transformed, someone with a wand did a simple transfiguration spell over me to turn my fur all black, I bet no one would recognize me.

I come of age this week, and I've really thought this through. My friends at Hogwarts helped me when I was nothing. They gave me magic, and helped me escape from Carrow. This is a way I can pay them back.

Please let me do this.
alt_lupin: (shadowed)

Re: Private message to Sirius and Kingsley

[personal profile] alt_lupin 2014-01-12 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not worried about him killing anyone -- that was an extreme situation. But the trouble is, given the circumstances -- twenty-one students competing for the 'honour' of Death Eater initiation -- I can pretty much guarantee you that he will encounter buggers who deserve it.

If he can't control himself -- no matter what he hears them say, no matter what he sees them do -- then he can't do this.
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Re: Private message to Sirius and Kingsley

[personal profile] alt_kingsley 2014-01-12 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
Agreed.

I wonder how much what happened at the opening was due to the instinct of his Animagus form. I mean, his form is a mutt, not a breed like a Shepherd or a Doberman that's bred to be a guard dog. But it was Fred and George's premises, and I suppose, as strongly as he feels toward them, he might have been extra protective. But then I imagine he might feel protective of all of his friends among the younger cohort. And yes, I'm sure there are going to be some tense situations in the castle these next few months, with this competition.

It's difficult. He can't prove a negative, that he'll never snap or snarl again, after all.
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Re: Private message to Sirius and Kingsley

[personal profile] alt_lupin 2014-01-12 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
True enough. Alice has spent rather more time with him than most of us; she might have some insight.